Sleep.

These last three days, I just haven't been tired come beddy by. Is that how you even spell that? I don't think I've ever typed or even spoken that expression before.

Perhaps its becuase compared to the last few weeks of going non-stop (literally) working with Kirby, that now, in these past couple days I simply haven't done enough in my day to make me exhausted. I've even been running at least 2 miles each day. Which I think has the reverse effect of pumping too much adrenaline through my body and making me more alert.

I'm actually quite surprised with myself about how much I'm able to write/think about here in this particular blog space. I haven't been feeling very bloggy at all lately, I don't know why. Well, I suppose I have some ideas. I think near the end of the semester, during my final week I was afraid to actually put anything down for fear of making the end seem more real..and...the end. And then after I got back, it had been so long since I last posted I thought, how do I catch up all that time in between then and now, especially since so much had been happening. I think I felt that each new post about new happenings, in my life of current, would only push those days/posts/memories even further away, behind in the past.

I talked to Noel tonight. I think a little too much, haha. I loved hearing her voice and got so excited, I don't actually remember hearing much from her on the other end. Which makes me sad. But next time.

I wish travel weren't so expensive. I wish America wasn't so big. I would hop on a plane this minute and go see her, and Beca. Or drive to see Abby or Erin. I think if I went to Spain to visit Michelle, I'd never come back. So I won't think about that one too much, however badly I miss her.

Sure, we all have tentative plans for when we'll see eachother next, and even thinking about them get me so excited, when its yet so far away. When, after so much time, the feelings and memories may start to fade into the surreal dreamlike depths of our minds. Time during which people inevitably grow and change. Familiarity and comfort are lost, forcing you to re-get-to-know your friend(s). Which isn't bad. But it sure would be so much easier to hop right back in, where all was left off. Or would it?

I think that's about all for now.

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