I felt as if I needed an angry title for this post, as it seems to be the current trend in my little blog-bubble-world.

On the contrary, I am actually not angry or frustrated today, but if I gave this post a name about some nice thought provoking post-title, that popped into my head whilst I sit and listen to the soothing sounds of indie-rockers (like David Gray, Sarah McLachlan, Damien Rice, Howie Day, and of course the given Chantal Kreviazuk, and Jason Mraz)then all the other posts would make fun of it for not fitting in with their clique and poke fun at its paint splattered overalls until Freddie Prinze Jr. comes to give the post-title a makeover and take it to prom. So you see, I had to give it a faux cover, so it will appear angry to those outside lurkers.

I am rather, finding myself, quite calm, during Finals week, and with few spare hours to waste. On what? Who knows...I could be work on my take home final (due Thurs) early, or squeeze in some extra hours of studying for Psych...but Im not. I already have time alotted for these particular tasks planned in my head, and I feel as if straying from those plans now, would make them feel unimportant as if I didnt care for them as much as I do my other plans--for these plans could be tossed aside in the wind, without a care...much like the feather in Forrest Gump (cmon, dont pretend like you dont know THE feather--its only like the most famous feather in history...one day I would like to get its autograph...*sigh*)

So I will keep those plans, and instead find something else to use this time on. OR I wont, and will completely waste it, then when I am trying to study for Psych at precisely 8:00 tonight, Will will come beg me to watch Mars Attacks with him, and I wont be able to refuse, since I will have already been a meanie to Lacey, when I deny her insistance to watch Gilmore Girls tonight even though its a rerun. AND THEN, I will sorely be regretting my decision to not take any affirmative action and do my studying this afternoon.

If I wanted to get a head start on some non-scholary things, I could start packing my things that I will be taking over Chrismas break, however I fear that this will put me in "Anticipation Mode" where I will no longer be able to think clearly and focus on the remaining schoolthings left ahead of me before I actually get to leave. Therefore, I am already abandoning this idea.

I also suppose I could go do what little Xmas shopping I can afford, but then that would mean more things to pack into my car before I leave, which I will obviously not have time for, since I will be putting it off untill Thursday after my last final. Besides, we all know that somehow I would end up spending money on myself, which just isnt the point, nor is it appropriate for penny-pinchers who still have to purchase the obligatory presents for siblings, parents, and whatever random family member whose name was picked out of a drawing.

The sad thing is that I will probably end up cleaning my room some more...its so sad how long that nice moment of heavenly cleanliness lasted....stupid pipes. The hallways also smells now. Im guessing the carpet didnt take to that steaming dirty wall/tub water too well. The upside is that I got a nice little card from Liz this morning with a few tasty treats as a thank you for being her temporary storage place. I'm not particularly hungry at the moment though, so these little colorfully wrapped candies, and brown bag full of treats for finals week (ala crazy christians attacking me downstairs, gifting me with their love for God-aka, Chees-Its, Nutrigrain Bars, and Instant-Hot-Chocolate) so these are providing me little comfort at the moment.

Also providing me little comfort is the thought that I will be eaten myself, by Miriam Kuhn upon arrival to the LC (just not as catchy as OC is it? and now it just reminds me of that blonde from Laguna Beach>>thanks Kayla). My mother apparently cannot NOT tell some people some things...the fact that I was expecting the Senior DVDs to arrive, and that I would be taking them home for distribution over break....which have yet to come in, which means, when I am dvd-less, I will die.

Also no consolation to the lack of arrival of DVDs I also have not seen any messages that a package of a gift (yes, I actually have done SOME xmas shopping) ordered online, has not arrived either.

I am seriously now wondering if I was typing legibly that day...maybe I should make a few phone calls and find out...

YAY! I just solved my problem of boredom...I now have something to do.

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